Helloooo Blogging World!

Well where do i start? i guess my name would be a good place right? My name is Ana Sosa. Short and simple and quite frankly a little boring but its mine and i have grown quite fond of it. I am 19 years old and will be 20 in April! 
I am engaged to an awesome guy! I have pretty much grown up with him. Yea i know some of you are thinking that i'm way too young or whatever else but i love him and after 3 and a half years its not that much of a surprise.We have not set a wedding date as of now. we live together and of course have some struggles and are still trying to figure all this stuff out. 
You will be seeing or rather reading about how we and our relationship continues to grow. I have had a somewhat crappy life and have gone through a lot of hardships from being to sexually abused to being undocumented and other just normal growing up things. 
Basically this blog will be for me to find myself and grow! My biggest goal in doing this is that hopefully other people will be able to relate and begin the healing process within themselves as i am trying to do. For those who haven't gone through anything like what i have this could be something to show them the things that can go on in the lives of others. 
HOWEVER that wont be all that i write about i might write about being scared and nervous about going to court and the next day i might just write about having to give my puppy, misty, away)': or anything else that might just pop into the pretty little head of mine! Umm i don't know what else to say other than this is me and my life(: i hope that this can help or entertain or whatever it may do. I hope you guys enjoy(;