Me and My family

Sometimes it's really easy to forget how much you love and need your family. They can obviously be very frustrating and annoying among some other things. As I type this I am at a bk playground with my fiancé sitting beside me looking like he's about to shoot himself, a 14 year old sister that is waaayyyy to cool to be here with us, my brother that is 12 and loves loves LOVES to annoy the little one any way he can but is the only one that plays with her, and finally the youngest maritza who is 5 and obnoxious, way too loud, annoyingly curios about everything she sees, and happy all the time except when she's told no(; 


Even though they make me soooo angry, and trust me they do, I don't know what I would to without them. Every time I feel bad or I'm crying they always try to cheer me up. It may not always work and they might accidentally make it worse but hey at least they try right? 

When I left  home and moved in with my fiancé I would cry for the longest times because I missed my family so much, even my mom who I didn't get along with very well at the time. Now we have an awesome relationship and I'm very thankful for that because I don't know what I would do without her and her advice even if I don't always agree with it. She is a great mom and I'm so thankful for all the sacrifices she made for me especially since she was a teen mom.

The most absolute annoying thing that i hear often, having been undocumented for 19 years of my life, is that my mom is some sort of criminal for bringing me to the US. It makes me very appreciative that she came here at the age of 18 with a year and a half old baby and became a successful womyn (you will see this word often since this is how i and some other people write it, it basically means a strong independent womyn and come on girls we don't need men in our lives so why should we have them in our noun?)


Any who i don't want to go to far out into my brain and thoughts and the way i see the world! so to sum it up i love my family and i am so thankful to god for giving me the chance have an amazing family. We should all appreciate what we have even if its not what others have because there is always someone out there who has less than you!<3